What if I’ve been shunned, removed, exiled?
Am I still a part of the movement?
Or have I been deserted?
Do I have what it takes,
Or has all my energy been exerted?
In the light of day,
Do I appear to be sublime
But when it gets dark out,
I am less than divine?
I ask because I truly wonder
Do I dare feel confident
Or have my dreams been plundered?
If the moon should shift
And show the other side,
Should I be afraid?
Should I run and hide?
What if I don’t feel safe, secure, sheltered?
Am I still courageous?
Am I quick to fall
When it gets too heavy?
I know I need to keep going
Keep pushing through
But are you really out there?
Is it really true?
One day I dream,
One day I don’t.
One night I see,
One night I won’t.
If the sun should fade
And put away its glow,
Will it all freeze up?
Will I turn to stone?